Lovers doubt

Every word uttered seems misconstrued
Or worst goes unheard
How can it be the one you love most
Understands the least about you
Seems they have the deepest doubt
Regardless of the battles fought together
The challenges conquered and trials overcome
They still seem clueless when it comes to your heart
But how can this be
When everything is clearly spread across the table
To be scrutinized by questioning eyes
Explained in the most expressive yet simplest form
Completely open to them
Thinking its nothing because finally the last barrier falls
How come then its like a knife parting flesh
Shallow wound yet so raw it cuts deep to your soul

Doubt

Suppose to be walking together
Seems like we wandered apart
Or better yet more like walking backwards
Pushing against each other
Should be pulling one another forward
Making this climb together
Yet feels like the weights uneven
At times feel like someones completely absent
Maybe its stress just digging deep
Stirring up bad memories
Fight through the fog
Hope you're waiting there patiently

Against it all

Reaching for the heavens
Even while feet trapped in the quagmire
Unbeliefs and nay says go unacknowledged
Dreams fight for space in reality
Pushing pass boundaries of limitations
Taming the impossible until it becomes the norm
Fear of looking on chance of missing opportunity
Learning how to fly even with torn broken wings

Dreamers fiction

Amidst twilights rising dance
Sun kisses moon's ghostly lips
Distant lovers greet for finite moments
Eternity emblazons tranquil scene across it pages
Even shadows yield their hold
As waters burn bright
Whilst two lovers dance amongst heavens plane

Lovers Expression

Seemed we did the impossible
Caution lost on the wind
Two hearts on the same beat
Delving deeper than the physical
Almost on a supernatural level
Connected on each plane
This synergy is addicting
A fiend to your love
Made a cold heart burn with life
Vision clear once again
Only thing stopping us is ourselves
And long as we're together theres no worry
Lets take on eternity

Twisted thought

Darkness devours good intent
Under pale dancing moon
Sickness blankest desolate land
Yet the hammer hesitates driving the last nail home
Amongst the fading light a glimmer of hope struggles
Clawing from festering despair
Fighting till dawn breaks horizons plane
Denouncing dismal end
Hope is reborn with suns warm kiss

Subconscious confessions

Miss the kiss of your words
The whisper of your thoughts
Your hearts soft touch
The moments we spent side by side
Slight hesitations that turned into deep conversations
How I yearn to be entranced by your gaze
Lost amongst blissful calm
I miss it all
That deep bond
Quiet yet teasing laughter
How we debate
Going on about anything regardless how off topic
Sitting here rambling
Confessions of subconscious thoughts
No real you just pieces of the puzzle
Yet still I miss her
Wonder if she knows how deep she scarred me
With a love so pure

Temporary detour

Know its been awhile and its no excuse
Life threw a few detours in my way
And I'm sorry if it seems like you've been ignored
Wanna let you know you're always on my mind
So I can't let you go ghost on me
Next to my son you mean the world to me
Know I gotta do better to show my appreciation
All I ask is that you don't stop believing in me
We've been threw to much to quit right now
You know its always been a long shot
But thats makes it even better
Delayed for awhile but never deterred
Reconnecting with that first love is so fulfilling
Poetry

Hanging Edge....30/30-2

Shadows cling
Obscuring the jagged edge
The figure hanging
By strained fingers
Desperately trying to rise
Back above it
Hell's depths teasingly call
Seductively whispering
How easy it would be
Let go of it all
The pain, the hurt, the dreams
Give in to oblivion
Sweat dripping from scarred brow
Defiantly he growls
Tighter his grip becomes
On the edge and reality once more

Expression....30/30-1

The dam finally breaks
Ink dripping with thunderous force
Bombarding the page
As if by a crazed beast
Every line is savaged
In the poets fevered haste
Words are forgotten or misplaced
Sentences run on or abruptly stop
Thoughts seems disconnected in the over all scheme
Yet its all just the result of much needed release
Unuttered words finally find a voice
A way to escape dark thoughts and imaginings
In midnight ink they sing out across blue veins
Along eggshell pages
Peace finally finds the poet as the pen runs dry
Calm settles in as sweat kisses the page one last time
Eons seemed to have passed
Since last time this poet touched a page