i feel you

its undeniable what your doing.
i ask myself daily why i even try to stop it.
i feel you pulling away
slowly its happening like the tide retreating
but unlike the tide you wont come back when your gone
yet still i deny it
even though its a losing battle i fight it like cancer
in every way i try to please you more and more
constantly searching new ways to keep you stimulated
but i know deep down its a lost cause
i feel you pulling away
why are you doing this to us?
don't those times we laughed till we cried mean anything?
endless days spent in each others arms
or being content looking into each others eyes
does it not count for anything anymore?
and why must you torment me so?
slowly pulling away pretending to give me a chance
we both know in the end its inevitable
so why even hold out like things will change?
i feel you pulling away
my heart is torn asunder by this bleak reality
that it could find its love and yet be denied
trying to hide this pain is slowly driving me insane
to have come so close to obtaining that ultimate happiness
how i laugh at those past loves i had
for now i truly know their despair
how it hurts
to see you walk away