thoughts of mine

it seems like there is nothing to hold onto anymore but i wouldn't give up this feeling of flying for nothing naw couldn't be falling cause i feel to great not having anything to hamper me in these thoughts of liberation taken time to get myself together trying to be rid of all these frustrations that plague my every happy thought seems like right now nothing really matters not that i don't care but it seems like i'm just beyond that point right now just letting things be only being nudge by the bare minimal of these feelings that we have such a great sensation or is just that i'm imagining this blissful feelin? oh well i guess what i'm suppose to be worried about its the storm after this calm the foreboding is there but right now i ignore it just like an old man not worried bout death for have come to accept it as a long awaited friend looking forward to meet after living a good life yea u may say its not right but then again we live in a world where sanity isn't a common thing for if it was why would we be at each others throats this way disliking each other cause of our different beliefs and principals some of us do need to just drop dead bringing down others cause our own lives just suck like stank ass but step in my way n i'm bound to run through ya if i cant just walk round u other wise i'm just thinkin n waiting & hoping & prayin for the next best thing but until then ill ponder on these thoughts of mine.