walking......

walking.....where i don't know and right now i don't really care just as long as i can keep moving.....life seems so great right now but as per-usual something comes along.....seem so happy out side but in.......fuck it who cares......well seems like a few but i wonder.....walking.....where i don't know and right now i don't really care just as long as i can keep moving.....need to get back on the ball.....eh but i still don't know what i want in life.....i do but just to many things......damn when will i wake up from this dream.....or is it a nightmare again?.......what ever.......walking.......where i don't know and right now i don't really care just as long as i can keep moving.....so many seem honestly happy......i'm not jealous....not my style.......i really applaud them but......but what about mine......i'm human so i'm gonna be selfish.....i cant truly be happy for others till i'm happy for my self......eh oh well i have the courtesy at least not to ruin there's.......walking.....where i don't know and right now i don't really care just as long as i can keep moving.....starting to have second thoughts bout leaving......no i'm sure i want to.....but still......awwww fuck these uncertainties that plague me......once was so sure not scared of a damn thing......hmmm guess i matured.....at least a lil bit......cant run this time.....nope i'm sure im go in.......but still it......walking......where i don't know and right now i don't really care just as long as i can keep moving...........