self limitations

dying every day every day I'm dying not liven life 2 the fullest damn how can I be so foolish so many self insecurities to many self limitations but I don't know how to lift em holdin on to nothing sitting back waiting to be given something tryin 2 keep pace as my life passes me by what is it that I need is their even anything that makes em say wow sitting wit my head bowed will I ever reach past the clouds 2 touch the stars