just thinkn how....

i cant see anything any more
the fog has gotten as thick as mud
everything was once so clear
now here on the battlefield
can barely tell friend from foe
not even in the service yet
but life is nothing but a big battle field
trying to make sure that fam and friends all make it
but cant do that unless i'm ok my self
and we all know none of us are ever 100%
some who you thought where friends where enemies in disguise
only hope is to realize that before the last second
i cant see anything any more
that's what i get for not planning ahead and only living for the now
now i'm struggling just to keep my head above the water
i feel so useless at times and at others so full of myself
its getting harder and harder to tell up from down
where the fuck do i go now?
one minute i'm so sure next don't have a clue at all
some one please help me.