pain of love

the fear
the pain
the fear of not being noticed
the pain of being ignored
the anger
the sadness
the anger at you for not acknowledging me
the sadness that you would chose another over me
can you not see that everything you want is in me
why fall for the illusion that he's using
again to know the pain of a false love
another reason why love seems like a lost cause
pause for a second to think about it
you say you want these things to be true
and once you find them you reject them
then cling to lies that make you cry
all because you feared losing them
i'm standing right in front of you pouring out my heart
given you a reason not to look any further
cause what you seek is right in front of you
so frustrating that you wont accept what you seek
its the truth and here is the proof
why is it that you wont accept it
why cant you understand it
why do you deny it
everything before was an insult to the precious thing you are
one here to adore and cherish the queen and goddess that you are
to treat you like the precious gift from above that you are
what is it that i have to do to make you see
the pain of it is driving me crazy
i try reaching out to you
and you just keep pulling away
the look in your eyes is so sad
because of the past pain you wont let yourself go free
to enjoy the true joy that my love can give to you
it wont be perfect but we can work it
no lies to be had between us
not just lust for the physical that draws me to you
i want you emotionally and spiritually
no i need you cause i feel that your the other part i need to be complete
let it go
give it up
just let yourself breathe
i'm that sigh of relief
what you've been waiting for
true love in it's purest form